Thursday, March 30, 2006

3o-o3-o6~ dun0 why this week keep 0n headachee andd legs paiin .. 2pidd braiin and legs!! t0daee j0hhny ang camee in duringg thee free peri0d~ c0mee in andd sp0il thee fun insidee 4F . he t0ok my handb0ok , andd ask mie t0 g0 0verr , talk talk talk , he reminds mie abt my results , my feelingg had c0mee backk , the bad 0nee. is study timee w0ods !! =[ dun0 why t0daee miss sim break d0wn , maybe she realli d0 al0t f0rr us and we dun0 ?? urm =x afterr sch , went t0 jp andd findd present . n0t l0ng laterr , we went backk , went h0mee 1st c0z g0t tuti0nn .. s0rri ii am still a childish kid , all ii nid is al0t al0t 0f caree~

..:: n0 matterr wheree euu g0 , my harrt will n0e , c0z my hartt is n0w with euu ::..

~ { 6:26 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

29-o3-o6~ yeahh, legs cramp , headachee .. t0daee g0t 3c stand and delieverr. 2pid te0 keep picking 0n miee l0rr , peskii , din d0 anythingg and shee pickk pick pickk 0n me,peskii!! afterr tat g0t PE , 2.4 km runn.. g0t 3rd !!! yay ~ l0lls..s0 happii . afterr tat g0t emaths , manage t0 finish the hw givenn in class , w0ahh. afterr schh g0t rehersal f0rr awards daee , s0 peskii de l0rr . waste timee 0nlii , 2pid claps . kiasuu schh !! eek~ till 4 smth l0rr.. den finished , went 0utside and buy fries , send euniice h0mee , crappin andd n0nsense-ingg agaiin .. hahas .. yeaahh~ t0daee ii am n0t PC le !!

..:: with euu ar0undd , everythingg will be finee , d0n leavee n0w ::..

~ { 10:15 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Monday, March 27, 2006

27-o3-o6~ afterr sch , g0t principal talkk , listenn listenn . afterr tat ,went t0 jp with eunicee xian and lays . walk walk see presents . eat al0t like pig like thiss , me and xiann was verii high , haha!! bec0z 0f the yang cheng ling de sis .. zzz !! afterr tat sendd eunicee back . crappin agaiin . alamak ~ she g0t pr0blemm~ everytime like tat de..haii .. [[ cann euu plz takkire 0f yrself !! ]] arghh ~ b0ringg.. tmrr g0t free peri0d !! rdy t0 parttyy.. hehes..

t0 eunicee : takkire yrself plz !! and and , d0n thinkk t0o muxhh le , if it is w0rth it ,thenn c0ntinuee , but this seems tat euu sh0uld n0t .. d0n let things b0therr euu agaiin~ takkiree pleasee !!

..:: wheneverr euu nid mie , ii will be theree , n0e wadd euu aree headdingg t0wards t0 , c0z we havee still a l0ng way t0 g0 .. iil0veeuu ::..

~ { 9:49 PM }
reflections of you and me;

26-o3-o6~ hoh0ho0~ meet eunicee at je andd thenn headed straight t0 jp. talk talk talk~and den went t0 meet eunicee's c0usinn , martinn . hehes! went t0 mac eat andd take bus t0 jur0ngg , g0 tw0 way cut hairr .. afterr tat went back t0 je and we aree 0ff , leavingg martinn al0nee.. hahas !! tgt with eunicee , we went t0 bishann f0rr 0urr swit secret , shhh !! hahas !! buy le , but nv eat , went t0 bugis , find 0ne chairr andd sit and eat andd pesk ar0undd , yummii~ den went t0 take ne0S . heard tat ivan and qian were at bugis s0 went 0verr andd see see them , n0t l0ng laterr we aree 0ff , searchiin f0rr 0ur necklacee , nicee w0rrs~ afterr tat , went t0 marina sq , c0z ii still rmb theree are al0t al0t 0f sh0pp theree , hehes!! walk walk walk , wahh! thenn saw a bagg verii nicee ~ and the price als0 verii nice [ $89 ] hahas~ wanna buy , h0hohh0o~ den went t0 eat , 2pid n0odles , sp0il my appetite !! bleax ~ den walk t0 esplanadee f0rr sight-seein , l0lls... crappin crappin as usuall , cant believee we aree tat talkativee , 0MG ! bud is g0od l0rrs!! walk walk walkk , t0 clark quay , andd verii c0l0urful arhh, and the sea . w0ah w0ahh !! went backk t0 esplanadee , eunice b0ught a papaya juicee f0r $4 !! s0rt de.. hahas ~ and we visited my friendd - the merli0nn !! yay~ thenn went backk t0 esplanadee f0rr a rest !! legs tiredd arhh !! sit and crapp agaiin ! 0mg 0mgg .. fattii b0om b0om ~ hahas =x den send her backk ~ crappin agaiin .. zzz din g0 t0 mang0 ling0 t0daee . next time next timee , is just f0rg0tten t0 g0 , n0t d0n wan t0 g0 !! hahas .. takkiree gurl ~

..:: aishiiteru - the 0nee ii nid m0st is euu ,iiwillbethereef0rreuu - sarang haeyo0 ::..

~ { 7:35 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Saturday, March 25, 2006

25-o3-06~ this m0rnin g0t flagdae . went with ivan hadii des chang , eunice mun mic lays k0h xiann t0 clementii. startin we eat 1st , thenn sl0wly d0 d0 d0 . ask ppl d0nate is a verii hard thingy . afterr a l0ng time , all aree tiredd and s0me 0f us is slpin just 0utside the fair price . went back t0 sch andd give back the d0nati0nn b0x . send eunicee backk , she was verii high~ 0mgg !! peskii~ g0ing h0mee ,take 106 , 2pid !! 0ver slept and reachhed tanglin mall theree , luckily ii wake up , take back . reached h0me and straight away slp f0rr a whilee , after tat wake up and eat . time t0 g0 f0rr badmint0nn , l0ng time nv g0 le . play like madd , wrist paiin , wh0le b0dy pain , dun0 like wad . fun funn~ my d0ggies was in the car t0o , hahas ! cute behS . afterr tat , went t0 eat at t0a pay0hh , kana said agaiinn . . b0ringg behS~

- s0metimes ii realli dun0 wad t0 d0 . ask me t0 g0 ii g0 , and euu sc0ld me f0r nth . s0metimes ii realli dun0 wad t0 d0 , this cann0t tat cann0t .. must well ii be yr pet l0rr..ii nv g0 , euu sae ii nv g0 , ii g0 , euu sae ii nv c0ncentrate while playin , ehS plz l0rr , if euu bad m0od d0n c0me andd find me l0rr , ii am n0t yr rubbish bin ~ is n0t ii d0n wan t0 talk back , is ii n0e ii d0n wan t0 mess it big , if euu c0ntinue like tat , ii als0 cant help it , tats the reas0nn ii d0n wan t0 g0 h0mee , ii am waiting when ii turn 18 .. bleaxx

..:: all ii wan is euu t0 havee happiness , c0z euu aree my happineSs ::..

~ { 11:10 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Friday, March 24, 2006

24-o3-o6~ m0rnin went f0rr fuchun-invitati0n sp0rts meet . went there by ramesh carr , miee benit0 sulaiman daniel .. reached theree , the atm0sphere was high~ 0mgg.. is 0ur turnn t0 runn , just run , din expect muchh . and we came in ..... 3rd !! 0mgg.. cant believee.. yeahh. afterr tat went t0 mcd0nald withh themm , ramesh treat w0rrss ! hahas.. afterr tat , we still n0t happi , went t0 a cafee f0rr high tea . ppl studying but we eatingg nice f0od.. l0lls... we talk abt tchers , badd badd . afterr tat went backk t0 schh . *detail missin * went back t0 class f0r emaths less0n , finished andd went t0 arena t0 play p0ol . meet eunicee at 4 at jp . b0ught my sh0ee andd sent her backk . crappin andd laughin .. evrytimee with0ut fail . all d0n wan t0 g0 h0mee , went t0 buy smth eat and sit and talkk .. untill smth happenn , haii~ s0rri arhh.. din mean t0 d0 tat , is just suddenly , ii cant c0ntr0l it.. d0m0 ~

plz takkiree 0f yrself , ii d0n wan euu t0 get hurtz agaiin , plz takkiree.. pleasee !! ii cant be theree f0rr euu everytimee , takkire 0f yrself .. get s0on well ~ iil0veuu

..:: ii cant imaginee the daee with0ut euu , all ii need is t0 be with euu , everything will be finee afterr tat ::..

~ { 10:03 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Thursday, March 23, 2006

23-o3-o6~ happi birthdaee gary !! t0daee slp in CME class , dun even kn0w ii am actinn. afterr recess is free peri0dd , in class sae abt gh0st , quite scary. phy and chem was practical , manage t0 d0 , dun kn0w why t0daee verii smart . yeah ~ afterr sch , having SnD practicee , went in the hall and act . din kn0w wad t0 d0 eitherr, just d0 wad they d0 behS ~ my mind wasnt with miee , dun0 why ,maybe ii am just t0o tiredd . after tat , went t0 jp with eunice and lays , wanted t0 g0 ljs eat but in the end nv , take mrt with eunicee . she went her way , ii g0 my 0wn , c0z ii g0t tuti0nn . yeah~ reached h0mee , and tuti0nn .. after tuti0nn , learnt a new s0ng by pian0 [ feng ] quite nicee behS .. ii was restless this few daes , maybe ii am just tiredd , just tiredd~

..:: n0w , ii will n0t care abt 0thers , all my f0cus is 0n euu , d0n g0 t0o fast , ii am afraid ii cant catch up , iiwillbethereef0rreuueverym0ment iil0veeuu ::..

~ { 10:18 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

22-o3-o6~ less0nn as usual . duringg amaths , i was inf0rm tat ii will be runnin f0r schh this c0ming fri , wad a sh0ckin news . hahas.. afterr schh , rdy t0 g0 f0rr the practicee , but cant leavee the class . s0metimes is realli hurtt t0 see , alth0ugh ii cant help muxhh , but ii cann 0nlii h0pee euu are finee . ii went d0wnn , bef0ree ii set 0ff , ii ran back t0 class but 0nlii realised tat euu aree n0t theree . h0hoh0ho0~ ii saw euu at cafeteria , better thann nth behh. went f0rr practicee , s0 tiringg . meet eunicee lays and munn at jp , ii was latee , s0rrii ! went t0 buy present , after tat send eunice back . everytimee when we reach the bl0ck bel0ww , there will a kind 0f feelin de . hahas~ ii went h0mee , b0ught a drink , but it dr0pp ! peskii .. reachhed h0mee .

s0metimes we are like wave , up and d0wnn . but we kn0w we will make it thru n0 matter wad.. alth0ughh ii can be yr side f0r 24/7 but ii try t0 make it as 12/6 . s0metimess ii am realli tiredd , but f0rr euu , ii ratherr n0t gib up . euu may gib up yrself , but ii din . always rmb tat beside euu , there is me.. dangsinhag0 gachi inneun . ge j0ayo

..:: ii might n0t be the best , but ii am willin t0 try . d0n gib up c0z ii neverr , we livee f0rr 0ur 0wn lifee f0reverr ::..

..:: - dangsini j0ayo aishiteiimas - ::..

~ { 10:52 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

21-o3-06~ t0 th0see 0ut theree wh0 wan t0 mess with my gurl . if euu wan t0 mess with her , why n0t try miee 1st ?? hahas!! if euu are disturbin her , d0n regret d0in s0 , yr life wun g0 any betterr . alth0ugh ii dun0 wh0 aree euu , but if euu are readin my bl0gg , plz st0p readin n0w , c0z my bl0g d0n welc0me euu !! ppl wh0 mess with mie will nv havee a g0od ending , NEVER!! this is wad ii can pr0misee , f0r suree .. ii d0n caree euu are my parents 0r g0od friends , if anything happenn , euu aree n0t g0ing any furtherr .. d0n blamee miee if ii d0 anythingg .. hehes..

..:: why n0t try me insteadd , ii will make the game m0re fun ::..

~ { 10:49 PM }
reflections of you and me;

21-o3-06~ [- Happi birthdaee t0 my br0therr! - ] t0daee after recess just slp thru the wh0lee peri0ds andd finally physics less0nn. nth t0 d0 t0o , listenn behs . afterr tat went h0mee . 0n the way , saw ivann and we 2 went t0 eat ljs . afterr tat went h0me straight f0r tuti0n.. and wad a peskii thing , my tut0r sms me sae is at 8pm !! arghh.. watch tv l0rr.. still can d0 wad , learn a s0ng t0o ! =] afterr tat tuti0nn , learnt everything ii dun0 abt amaths , n0w ii think ii n0e h0w t0 d0 le behS. afterr tat eat dinner with family . tada! ~ happi birthdae s0ngg !! happi birthdaee t0 euu , happi birthdaee t0 euu , happi birthdaee t0 br0ther , happi birthdaee t0 euu !!! hahas.. ended s0 fast . andd take ph0t0 . after tat ii went up t0 his r0om andd givee him a present.. 0we him a perfume , hehes..

..:: a m0ment with0ut euu is likee a dae with0ut sun , everting seems s0 dark and l0nely ::..

~ { 10:41 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Monday, March 20, 2006

2o-o3-06~ everything wass finee 0n this verii 1st dae 0f sch 0n term 2 .. hahas !! 0nlii headachee , a terrible 0nee . fr0m the f0urth peri0d t0 the last peri0d , havingg it. arghh!! quite paiin arhh.. ii d0n feel like studying maths lia0 ..t0tally give up le.. h0pe the m0od will be back behS . 1st time in phy ii can c0ncentrate c0z ii am sitting in fr0nt . yeah ~ but ii am sitting al0nee.. siann siann siann .. after sch went t0 bugis with eunicee . thanks f0r acc0mpany mie ehS . went t0 buy my br0's present c0z tmrr his bdae. ii b0ught al0t al0t and myself a shirt t0o.. hahas.. send her backk , crappin agaiin .. Omg !! hahas.. cant stand the craps .. d0n f0rce me t0 staree at euu f0rr 1min w0rs.. sh0ut here and theree.. esp my ear! bleax !! yeahh.. s0 finee f0r the 1st daee . .. everydaee is t0daee ~

..:: is euu wh0 brighten my dae , is euu wh0 take my paiin away , with0ut euu , everything will n0rt be the same anym0ree , iil0veeuu ::..

~ { 9:51 PM }
reflections of you and me;

19-o3-06~ afterr eating my breakfast , meet eunicee at je and went t0 ajunied t0 cut haiir . reached theree , and she went t0 eat al0nee .. d0m0 sumimasen !! =X ii cut finish le , g0 find her . hehes! afterr tat we headed t0 bugis . reached theree , walk walk , l0ok l0ok . nth t0 sh0pp als0 leii.. 0f c0ursee crappin agaiin .. hahas ! eat eat eat . after tat went t0 far east f0rr herr mang0 ling0 ~ bef0re tat , went t0 walk and thenn b0th legs are aching. thenn b0th sit infr0nt 0f the c0mic sh0pp , g0t chair arr. she slp l0rr.. alth0ugh is a while but cann see she slp until veri shuang l0rr.. shaung da0 !!afterr tat crappin and talkin and here we g0o~ !! mang0 ling0!! ii drank strawberry swithartt !! wakakas.. nicee .. fr0m bugis till 0rchardd , g0t al0t 0f 2pid things arhh.. eunicee's ba0 beii , ii helppin them l0rr !! peskii~ afterr drinkin went h0mee , inside mrt slp agaiin , crappin andd crazii agaiin . hahas!! sent her h0mee ... and she peii w0 da0 busst0pp and wait f0r taxii .. haligat0 dearr~ hahas.. 6/7 daes .. yes ii made it !!hehes

..:: there is 0nlii 0ne pers0nn in my hart n0w , and tats euu ~ aishiteiimas ::..

~ { 9:27 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Sunday, March 19, 2006

18-o3-06~ meet mun at je , meet eunicee at CCK andd tgt headin 0ff t0 0rchardd. went t0 far east t0 drinkk mang0 ling0 agaiin!! din feel g0od tat timee.. din talk t0 muchh , just listenn t0 mp3 . the b0ss treat us puddin w0rrs.. she kn0ws 0ur name lia0...hahas !! after tat , went t0 cine t0 take ne0s. ii was high le . went t0 bugis afterr tat , walk parc0 ,thenn village , thenn p0int .. walk walk walk . legs als0 paiin le !!went t0 bugis cafe t0 eat . nice leii , next time g0 agaiin . hahas !! thenn rubbish rubbish and we went h0mee . send eunice h0mee andd d0n feel like g0ing h0mee , walk 0ne big r0undd , hahas... takkiree !!

..::[ ga hitsy0 des anata ] ii pr0misee ii will d0 anythin t0 make euu happii [ aishiteimas ] ::..

~ { 1:09 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Friday, March 17, 2006

17-o3-06~ m0rnin meet eunicee , thenn saw mun . went t0 0ld chang kee t0 buy smth t0 eat ,went t0 sch f0rr the eng thingy . class was b0redd , ii keep l0okin int0 the mirr0r , hahas! after sch went t0 kfc with the L0vers and chang , crappin agaiin!! send eunice h0me , it was t0o earlii , went f0rr a endless walk . hahas .. crappin andd crazii agaiin , went t0 sit , hahhas. she was verii high !! 0mgg , play gr0und huhh , sit 0n the m0nkey barr .. talk talkk .. we aree chatterb0x leii .. bleaax !! thenn walk walk walkk , raiin ! 0mgg.. runn backk t0 a shelterr placee andd crappin agaiin , high da0 , zzz !! is abt timee.. g0 h0me timee!!

..:: iineedeuu ii realise tat ii cant livee with0ut euu n0w iil0veeuu::..

~ { 9:54 PM }
reflections of you and me;

16-o3-06~ went t0 sch f0rr a eng enrichment class , b0redd ! damnn b0redd. Thenn went h0mee , arghh! shit , ii sae the wr0ngg w0rdd tat hurtt =x haii .. thenn went h0mee..

meet eunicee at yew tee mrt , thenn went t0 0rchardd. n0w adaes , green c0l0urr is verii "in" f0rr th0se aunties!! arh , hahas.. 0nee r0w , all greenn c0l0ur ppl , hahas!! went t0 cine t0 buy tix , c0z the sh0w is at nitee , thenn we walkk ar0undd 0rchardd agaiin =x went t0 heeren , walk walk walk , nth t0 d0 als0 . went t0 far east , drink mang0 ling0 agaiin! this timee ii drank kiwi de .. hehes. thenn went buy shirt , b0ught 0nee ,thenn headed back t0 cinee t0 watchh " y0urs mine 0r 0urs " !! this sh0w verii nicee ,the children all verii cutee !! hahas.. and the pig , 0mg de ! cute da0... afterr watchin , rush back t0 far east t0 get mun's necklace , hahas . luckli g0t back the dep0sit thenn b0ught a cheaper de, phew !!thenn went h0mee , take mrt . all was tiredd .. slp* headache arr?? takkiree w0rrs ..

..:: fr0m the daee 0nwards , ii f0l0 my hartt , c0z my hartt f0ll0ws euu ::..

~ { 9:22 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

15-o3-06~ w0ah w0ah w0ahh!! ii am highh !! after schh , went with my br0 t0 find my 2 c0usiins . g0 k b0x at tpy . hehes!! siing siing sinng , br0ke a glass huhhs?w0ah!! g0odd... afterr tat went t0 findd eunicee and munn at 0rchardd . buy a spec andd they drinkk mang0 ling0 agaiin. tmrr my turn leii~went h0mee .

every0ne , plz listenn t0 HUO YUAN JIA , c0zz it cann let euu let 0ff yr frustrati0nn!! esp when jay siing " w0 w0 w0 w0 w0 w0 w0 w0 " and is 4 timees 0kiee!! ii can turn t0 n0 0ne whenn ii am frustratedd , can 0nlyy rub my haiir whenn bathinn , with shamp0o !! hahas.. andd turnn t0 the fl0or and my sit and my bed ,alm0st all the n0n-livin things.. keep 0n listeninn andd be madd!! w0ah w0ahh!! ii w0nderr wad cann my l0ng l0ng nail d0 .. hehes.. ii cant expect g0od things t0 happen t0 miee everytiime , all ii nid is just simple acti0nn andd w0rds .. finalli after l0ng yrs , ii understand the m0ral 0f the st0ry 0f " a b0ii wh0 cried f0rr w0lf " . wakakakakakakss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[[ - simple acti0ns and w0rds helps .. d0m0 sumimasen , aishiteiimas ]]
[[ - 10o reas0ns ~ iineedeuu m0ree thann iineedme ]]

~ { 10:49 PM }
reflections of you and me;

14-o3-06~ went f0r heats in the m0rnin , didnt kn0w ii cant run actuallii . hahas~ went t0 chem afterr the peskii 2pid run , cant c0ncentratee muxhh... havv a seri0uss headachee , maybe ii have been cursed bahhS. l0lls! haii.. din understand a single ting in the less0n.. thenn went f0rr phy , muxh betterr . sit with a diff pers0nn t0daee , feelin diff . hahas.. s0 peskii . afterr schh went t0 l0t 1 with eunice andd mun f0r KFC ! crappin andd talkin insidee . send eunicee h0mee , crappin agaiin.. cant tahann herr , acti0n and w0rds aree getting cuter and cuterr each dae , talkin m0re thann c0okin arrh... n0 badd~

[[`` 100 reas0ns - ii will be ur m0st entertainin entertainerr... aishiteimas... -]]

~ { 12:01 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

13-03-o6~ ii was latee!! arghh.. 1st time take bus 77 and ii dun even kn0w where it is g0ingg ..h0hoh0ho . meet euniceee and walk t0 yew tee mrt stati0nn..study huhs?hahas.. went t0 far east by bus , hahas! study huhhs? went t0 mang0 ling0 agaiin , eunicee's fav0 !! drinkk m0rnin dew , as usual , she drank papaya babee , babe drink babe..0MG ! hahas.. thenn ii dun0 g0t library@ orchard .. she bring me there , l0lls.. reached theree...aiy0!! library where can d0 hw de ! hahas . went t0 kin0 t0 study japanesee and see beautii thingys . l0lls ! learnt a new japanese phrase... den went tuh take ne0s . hehess , thenn take bus 7 t0 bugiss . walked up n d0wn bugis point ... den went tuh take a seat and talked at parc0 . we can realli talk and perdict al0t al0t , g0od de w0rs . hehes~ talk l0ng , went h0mee . ii scared her ..hahas.. l0oked at the tree ab0vee !! c0x there will be s0me0nee watchin us.. afraid huhs? w0nderful daee agaiin alth0ugh ii wear untill ... l0lls!

ii din meant t0 hurtz euu 0nce agaiin , ii was 0ver reactin ii guess , but afterr thinkkin f0r l0ngg , ii decided . ii will n0t h0ld any grudge but t0 l0vee euu m0ree thann everr , c0z ii will n0t let bad things happen t0 euu ,s0rrii , iil0veeuu ~

[[- ii d0n reqrett having euu , c0z there is 10o reas0ns t0 l0vee euu ..
0ne of them is euu can p0ur out everythin tuh miee , f0reverrr ~ ]]

~ { 9:27 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Monday, March 13, 2006

12-o3-o6 ~ 0ne daee afterr ytd , s0 fast huhhs? t0daee is family dae , m0rnin eat breakfast , thenn went t0 slp againn . 2 smth went 0ut , headed t0 stamp gallery . hahas ! father wan us t0 learnn c0z he sae 1 extr0dinary stamp can sell f0rr th0usands! w0ah!! dun0 realli an0t .. =] afterr tat went t0 b0at quay f0rr a walk . sh0rt walk la.. thenn headed t0 a placee , t0 eat! everytimee eat h0rr , c0nfirm will argue de ! the 2pid waiterr , serve serve servee like we 0we her th0usands 0f d0llarr.. peskki !! bleax ass !! every0ne's face was black , ii was quiet , d0n kn0w why . afterr eatingg , dad send us t0 h0lland V and he went 0ff . me br0 mummy went t0 buy smthh . afterr tat went h0mee . .walk walk walkk . ii was quiet .. hahas.. went h0mee , settled d0wn andd went f0rr a swim with br0 and mummy . . ii swim 10 r0unds , ii didnt think 0f my breath at that timee , all ii thinkkin was ... why arhh ?? haii .. afterr tat g0 steam bathe , was kindda h0t andd its nicee , ii slim d0wn le bahh.. hahas.. t0dae was kindda siann daee bahh.. all ii kn0w is siann siann siann.. family daee w0rss.. =[ miss euu...

[[ - euu kn0w ii cant leave euu n0w , alth0ugh we dunn0 0ur futuree , bud ii h0pee everythingg will g0 0n , till .... 0ld . ]]

~ { 12:12 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Sunday, March 12, 2006

11-03-o6~ w0ahh!! [ 11-03-o6 ] wake up andd went straight t0 eunicee h0usee by taxii.. gib herr s0methingg nicee* hahas . went 0rchardd by mrt , crappin andd talkin n0nsensee agaiin . reachedd , went t0 cinee and b0ught m0vie tix [ d0rm ] its still early s0 we g0 heeren 1st . at theree , we t0ok ne0s..wakakakkas!! ii n0e h0w t0 smile le w0rs , hoh0hho0~ afterr ne0s , went f0rr walk insidee ,eat at heeren .. saw eunice br0 at taka..hahas.. then headed straight t0 far east . walkwalk theree , see here see theree , hahas . afterr tat leg verii tired , find a placee and sit . talk talktalk .. al0t t0 talk ehs , hahas . its time t0 g0! went back t0 cine ,watch m0viee . damn nicee l0rr!! must watchh .. the sh0w verii scary . hahas =X afterr watchin , went t0 heeren , walk walk.. thenn went t0 ps , walk there h0rr! theree nth t0 walk de , walk backk t0 heeren , and thenn t0 far east .hahas.. went theree , drink her papaya milk , happi l0rr !! sit d0wn and talk talk talk.. talk till 9 smthh , went backk t0 her h0usee . inside mrt , slp l0rr.. tiredd huhs ? reached , g0t my gift , w0ahh!! d0n feel like g0in backk , sit bel0w the bl0ckk , talk talk talk.. alth0ugh it is just a few hrs , but ii get t0 kn0w m0ree andd kn0w h0w t0 let her happii , sad , s0rr0w , happiness , future , past .. all we discussed .. talk till 12am.. finalli we spend this veri dae t0getherr . a dae tat is mem0rable , tat is special . d0n feel like g0in , but haf t0o .. just an0ther extr0dinary daee , we spent t0getherr .. x) takkiree .. nth g0nna break us.. nthh.. ii will n0t let anything badd happenn.. pr0misee*

[[ - a care means al0t t0 miee , 0n this verii 1st daee , ii gif my hartt t0 euu , f0reverr .. iil0veeuu c0z iineedeuu * ]]

~ { 12:44 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Friday, March 10, 2006

1o-o3-06~ urm..t0daee is the last dae 0f the week bef0ree the march h0lidaes . hehes..nth muxh abt class . mt less0nn, ii wr0te a c0mp0 agaiin , sad sad 0nee . l0lls.. afterr schh , ii nid t0 stay backk t0 d0 s0me admin w0rk..g0t a g0od news. ii was asked t0 g0 f0r a special heats 0rginal by s0me0nee , if ii win the t0p 2 0f the heats , thenn ii will be able t0 represent sch f0rr a relay run 0n 24-03~ shi0k arhh , bud ii will try my best de . afterr sch , went h0me 1st c0z laterr g0ingg t0 0rchard withh eunicee and lays . went h0mee with eunicee , she alight 1st and ii went h0mee . meet them at far east , went f0r a walk andd g0 heeren . 0rchard realli is damn small . went cine als0.. after tat , went t0 yew tee t0 eat . eunicee gastric agaiin! arghh , manage t0 bluff her t0 eat , at least f0rr 10 spo0ns 0f duck ricee?hahas... after tat me and lays send eunice backk andd we went 0ff . we are heading t0 CCK t0.... 0n the way , eunice sms us and ask us t0 wait , c0z her m0m is drivin us there. w0ah!! c0ol huhs ? reach theree , detail missingg* went h0mee peacefully..hehes..

tmrr is thee 1mth , bud s0mething had bl0ck it. my dad wan me t0 g0 play badmint0n with himm . but ii talk nicely t0 him , he keep saeing " d0n talk s0 muxh " he gif me 3 ch0ices : 1st is t0 g0 play badmint0nn andd change the date 0f g0ing 0ut . 2nd is g0 play badmint0n andd afterr tat then g0 0ut . 3rd is d0n play badmint0nn f0reverrr. difficult huhs!?ii ch0se , 3rd.. c0z tmrr is a verii verii imp0rtant daee.. ii ratherr d0n play badmint0nn f0reverr . tats wad ii th0ught at that timee . why cann ii sacrifice ?? ii d0n understandd , maybe this is the p0wer 0f l0ve bahh . ii may be silly but everyttime is just f0rr tmrr [ 11-o3-06 ]] this daae 0nlii c0me 0nce in my wh0le life , but career can be rebuild , br0kenn hartt can be heal sl0wly . ii kn0w ii let d0wn my dad , he must be hartt breakin n0w , but everything is just bec0z .... h0pee he is finee , ii will write a s0rri t0 him tmrr..hahas.. h0pee he d0n angry , and my results,.. arghh!!! // SORRI DAD , II LET DOWN EUU ONCE MOREE !! \\ haii..s0rrii...

[[ - everythingg is just f0rr euu , d0n sae s0rrii , d0n leavee miee , c0z iineedeuu .. ]]

~ { 11:53 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Thursday, March 09, 2006

o9-03-o6~ t0daee is a sad dae arr..g0t back my results slip,kindda d0wnn.. bud!! ii learn smth. ii learnt tat in lifee, there is always up and d0wn , the m0ree euu w0rk hard , the m0ree euu gain . yess!! ii knew it . all the less0n was kinnda siann m0ree me bahh . ii d0n haf the m0od t0 study le , just h0pin tat after 1 week h0lida , it will be betterr...chi less0n was funn.. wr0te a c0mp0..a l0ve st0ry..base 0n true st0ry ..hahas..h0pe it will get high marks...hehee. phy less0n was kinda b0ringg . he teach , ii draw , din listenn. ii am n0t g0ing t0 let him help me c0z ii d0n understand ii single thingg. ask my tuti0n tcher bahh!! chem was alritee. d0 practical , fun arhh.. ss was n0nsensee , she thinkin we are g0ing t0 talk t0 her , miss bluee..h0hohoh0o...blea~

Afterr sch went t0 cck de KFC with lays andd eunicee...l0ng time nv eat lia0 , hahas . see her back and ii went h0mee , crapping as usual . peskii~!! went h0mee f0rr tuti0nn.. alm0st finish my chem h0lidae assg . yes!! h0pe h0lidae can enj0y behhs...ii am l0okin f0rward...

[[ - wadd euu sae is wadd euu meann.. if euu sae it , d0n reqrett it . if euu reqrett it , thenn think bef0ree euu sae it . d0n reqrett ..d0n s0ft hartted.. d0n.. ]]

~ { 10:24 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

o8-o3-06~ ii am preparee t0 fail my emaths and amaths test t0daee . ii cant f0cuss while d0inn . the 1st thingg ii heard in the m0rnin was a verii "g0od" thingg . this realli realli breaks my hartt... it's als0 the 1st timee . ii cant f0cus. ii realli cant f0cuss . all ii can blame is myself . afterr amaths . ii went 0verr t0 eunicee desk andd talkk . the 0nee ii can talk t0 is 0nlii euu . s0rri t0 let euu carry part 0f my burdenn . didnt kn0w simple acti0n makes euu changee . ii din d0 it f0rr purp0se . is just n0w t0 make euu w0rriess . ii didnt want t0 hide it all . ii just thinkin 0f c0verin everytingg . ii was wr0ngg. all this while there is a l0t 0f distracti0ns , al0t . maybe this bec0z 0f mie , it's n0t euu... s0rri ab0ut tat... afterr recess was eng . ii just c0uldnt c0ntr0l my feelinn, ii was luffin hard. just get back my 0verall eng, just c0uldnt take it. my name was called 0ut , ii was asked t0 g0 0ut and haf a talk with mrs l0w . ii was luffin , ii am high despite the results . maybe ii am crazy le , ii d0n feel like study anym0ree . if this results is sh0wn t0 my parents , ii think ii cant g0 0ut this h0lidae le bahh . ii was luffin.. but my hartt is bleedin . ii sing , ii sing , all is just t0 entertainn. ii smile , ii luff , all is just t0 c0verr . din g0 f0rr badmint0n c0z ii d0n feel like g0ing . eat al0t . like pig , just keep eating will be fine . ii sing in cafetria , ii talk l0ud , it was s0 finee !! went back with eunicee.. feel muxh betterr talkinn with euu , crapping all the way . this make me feel g0od , verii g0od !! is a way t0 let g0 everythingg.. didnt kn0w euu aree tat great... yang chen lin'sis arr [ yc ] .. it's g0od t0 see euu luff..everything was s0 finee.. l0okin f0rwad t0 this sat.. iil0veeuu ``

[[ - ii didnt kn0w simple acti0n will make euu d0wnn , ii din d0 it 0n purp0se . ii just wan euu t0 smile , all wan is tat . euu happi is wadd ii am happii t0o . ii am tiredd 0f everythingg . h0pee this h0lidae will be a time t0 think ]]

~ { 9:17 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

o7-03-o6~ urm.. t0daee nv g0 t0 schh bec0z ii haf st0mach achee..dun0 why..11am meet eunicee andd we g0 see d0c..this timee is quite fast and we crap agaiin..afterr tat wentt went t0 l0t 0nee andd meet eunicee's mummy,pleasee arr... d0n hit my st0machh s0 hardd.. g0t s0und de l0rr..h0hohh0ho..eat MCd0nald..and we talk talk talk ..din kn0w we g0t s0 muxh t0 talk abt..she helped miee with smth...we b0th help eunicee... she advisee miee.. al0talot.. g0od huhs.g0t mummy,g0t daughterr..s0 g0od. hahas!! afterr tat abt 3.3o they went t0 see d0c while ii went t0 jur0ng stadiumm..t0 run my heats...hehes. ran 10om..st0mach still painn..but manage t0 get int0 final bahh..hahas.. ii nv impr0vee but l0usier this timee..siann..s0 sl0w!! s0b s0b..everythingg is s0lved le bahh..talk t0 candy..n0e m0re abt s0me0nee.. saw wad ii dun0..n0w ii kn0w everyting..is s0lved! hahas.. happi w0rss..then went h0me c0z g0t tuti0nn..tmrr g0t 2 tests.. g0nna sc0ree well in this 2 test... c0me 0n...hahas..
ii am n0t g0ing t0 be angry anym0ree!! wakakas..thanks f0r every advisee...hehes.. haligat0.. kampateii.. 1 m0nthh..WE aree c0minggg...!!!!!!!!

[[ - ii l0vee euu m0ree thann ii l0vee myself , everythingg ii d0 is f0rr euu [ iil0veeuu ] ``

~ { 10:00 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Monday, March 06, 2006

o6-03-o6~ everythingg change s0 fast...everythingg.. sch and 0utside is t0tally different.. ii swear it is.. dun0 why ii am always like tat..pe..[ euu ] had it againn...at the timee ii feel s0 h0peless.. ii wanted t0 help but ....nvm.. seeing euu in difficulties , feeling s0 disapp0inted andd guilty tat ii cant help euu... my hartt ache..realli ache..[ euu ] went t0 sickbay, leaving me al0ne in class..cant c0ncentrate in chem..wanted the less0n t0 end fast s0 tat ii can g0 d0wn andd see euu... dissap0inted agaiin..ii didnt saw euu in the sickbay.. seeing euu in the cafe, head lying d0wnn.. ii t0ok a deep breath and eat all the f0od tat was b0ught by 0thers..seeing yr back.. head lying d0wnn.. ppl luffingg.. my hartt aches agaiin...thinkin tat why cant ii care f0rr euu at that p0int 0f timee..phy less0nn.. me and lays went d0wn straight away..euu weree slpin..euu w0ke..is better t0 see euu smiling...reallii..was caught by miss tan... went up..h0ping t0 stay beside euu awhile m0ree.. but ii cannt... agaiin.. ii feel it agaiin..phy less0n...euu are back..the sit beside me started having s0und agaiin...ii d0n dare t0 l0ok 0ver... afraid tat ii might think agaiin..ii quiet .. 0nlii smiling it thru .. eng less0nn.. ii d0n wanna see euu..ii am afraid ii will think agaiin..hearing yr breathingg..ii felt s0methingg..din kn0w bec0z 0f euu, ii can give up 0n smth.. ii finally underst0od ..after schh...went t0 general 0fficee t0 get the yr b0ok..went t0 meet every0nee..euu wanted t0 see the b0ok..euu turn t0 the pg whichh ii wun wan t0 see.. this realli realli realli hurtz.. ii keep quiet... as l0ng euu smile, everything will be fine t0 me...send euu backk.. it was t0tally quiet thru 0ut everythingg.. ii was hurtz..n0t 0nlii just tat thingg..is was everything tat had happenn... ii was thinkin... went t0 buy s0mething t0 eat.. ii b0ught ch0c0lates.. it was 1st time when ii eat ch0c0 , ii didnt get a s0re thr0at ...this is bec0z my feelin have alrdy g0nee at the m0ment..sit at the st0ne chairr f0r m0re thenn 1 hr.. we didnt speak muchh..just eatingg... euu sae euu wan t0 g0 h0mee.. ii went 0ff... dragging my feet h0mee..alm0st break d0wn in the mrt... reachhed h0mee...with my hartt shattered... trying t0 find them..but it was n0ne 0f my sight..every 0f my feeling had g0nee .. ii am numb n0w..ii cant feel it..euu smilee... ii suffered...ii am willing t0 d0 tat..but ii d0nt kn0w when ii am g0ing t0 breakd0wnn...please f0rgivee me if ii d0 smth tat will hurt 0thers... ii g0t n0 ch0icee.. please f0rgivee me.. it's just f0rr euu and mie... s0oner 0r laterr.. is c0ming s0onn...ii d0n mindd saeingg : ii am breakin d0wnn while typin this bl0gg 0f t0daee.. :: every dr0pp represent the l0vee t0wards euu.. ii willingg t0.. this timee.. ii felt muxh betterr...h0pee this daee will nv be repeatedd..

`` t0 th0see wh0 ruin 0urr lifee.. let me get this straight... ii am realli pissed 0ff n0w... if euu still wan t0 play this kind 0f gamee... d0n blamee me f0r anythingg.. ii can d0 anything just t0 get wad ii wann... if euu d0n wan yrself t0 get hurtz... please d0n act y0urr KINDNESS infr0nt 0f me..ii had enuff 0f euu... s0metimee..is yr acti0nn tat make me feel angry.. if euu wan t0 sh0w 0ff, please.. ii sae pleasee... d0n sh0w it t0 me... d0 it when ii am n0t ar0undd.. 0r maybe kill me andd euu can d0 wad euu wan after tat.. pleasee.. ii had enuff.. everything change just a daee.. bec0z 0f euu... s0metimes... ii cant blame everything 0n euu .. euu are part 0f the reas0nn.. ii am rdy t0 d0 wadeverr thinggs t0 pr0tect WE .. sit back and get rdy... prepare f0rr the w0rst.. c0z this timee... ii am seri0uss.. ``

[[ 0n this verii 1st daee.. ii break d0wnn ..just wanna sae s0rrii... iil0veeuu ]] ``

o5-o3-o6~ meet eunice and mun tgt with my br0 c0z we are g0in t0 kb0x..bef0re tat, we went t0 catch a m0viee [ big mama ] is was quite a funnii and weird sh0w..cant st0p luffing... after watchin,when we are ab0ut t0 left, 2 p0lices came and qn us..0mg..s0 suay..they take d0wn 0ur n0. , ic , bla bla bla.. 2pid p0lices.. eek..then we quickly head straight t0 t0a pay0h de kb0x .. fr0m 2 t0 7pm...we keep singing and singing..take f0t0s take fot0s..glad that ii kn0w h0w t0 smile le..afterr k-ing, we went t0 newt0n t0 eat...eat eat eat.. 8 smthh...my br0 went back 1st..and me mun and eunicee take mrt... ii send her backk ..mrt was quiet.. ii d0n feel like t0kin..when walkin t0 her h0use.. ii am crappin againn..am ii a guy wh0 likes t0 act?? ii dun0...tats yr c0mments... iil0veit..

[[ didnt kn0w we are tat cl0see , h0pe everydae is t0daee ]]

~ { 7:48 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Saturday, March 04, 2006

o4-o3-06~ happi birthdaee james!!my c0usinn la..t0daee g0t servicee learniin..m0rnin meet eunicee at yew tee mrt..peskii.. c0z it was t0 earlii..we sit at the st0ne chairr andd let 5 trains pass us.. peskii...at last we b0ard the 6th train..t0 bukit g0mbak...crappin and laughin 0f c0ursee!! thenn saw mun they all bel0w..tgt with miss sim..we all went t0 the student care placee..at there ii g0t nth t0 d0..thenn walk walkwalk..nth t0 d0 als0..c0z ii was 2nd shift de..thenn at the nth t0 d0..meet hadi kimlee at bukit bat0k.. g0 there eat MC... hahas... 2pid ..c0z we 2nd shift de.. thenn eat eat talk talkk... abt the "mrt" thingy..hahas.. damn funnii..cant sae heree... =Xx went backk... and its 0ur turn t0 servicee..meet hingr0ngg andd thenn we 4 g0 give 0ut flyers..fr0m bl0ck t0 bl0ck.. h0use t0 h0use...28th fl0or t0 16th...thenn r0ngies andd hadi fr0m 15th t0 1st fl0or... finish 4 bl0cks...and the last bl0ck ii will hadii... we g0t c0mpete with each 0therr..hahas..peskii... finish andd is abt 1.3opm..went back t0 the centre thenn rdy t0 g0 h0mee...mun andd eunice is c0ming my h0use f0rr studyy..suree an0t?? hahas..reach my h0usee,eat lia0..thenn watch mtv...g0t study.. ii think eunicee understandd maths le bahh..mun als0 d0 phy..thenn afterr tat every0ne was tiredd.. ii slp... eunice slp... but under different c0nditi0n! ii slp at the living r0om which is damn h0t andd she slp in my r0om which is damn c0ld..peskii..arghh..thenn me andd eunice had ii war arr?? peskkii... she reallii hit hard ! but nvm de la.. hahas..lalalalaa...

abt 8 smthh... went t0 g0lden mile t0 est steamb0at with my c0usinn andd my parents... hahas..8 ppl alt0getherr..eat eat talk talk...after tat..g0 h0mee... all 8 ppl inside my dad's carr..my c0usinn alight at chinat0wnn mrt stati0nn..thenn mun andd eunicee went d0wn at c0mm0nwealth mrt... s0rri arrh.. cann0t let euu reach h0me earlii... hehees.. thenn ii went h0mee.. tmrr kb0x...kb0x...hahs.. yay...

s0metimes realli d0n wish t0 thinkk t0o muxh abt the past...reallii... just l0ok aheadd.. n0 turnin backk.pleasee pleasee..its enuff w0ods...futuree is infr0nt..n0t at the bacckk, please l0ok in fr0nt... euu 2pidd...ii am realli thinkin al0t al0t al0t... 2pid mind ii haf... X) just keep l0oking infr0nt.. andd d0n think everyting is euu is euu is euu..c0z nth will happen t0 euu!!! n0 m0re n0 m0ree... n0n0n0n0n0n0n00000oooooo0o0o0o0o0000000000000000o0o0o0o0o0o0o !!

[[ just l0ok ahead, c0z the mem0rable futuree is just theree... ]]

~ { 10:55 PM }
reflections of you and me;

ytd nth t0 writee..s0 didnt take the eff0rt t0 bl0g it... b0ringg..

o3-3-o6~t0daee g0t chinesee test.. take test.. thenn mark 0n the sp0t..get 76/10o..c0nsiderr g0od bahh??afterr schh..nth t0 d0...n0t g0ingg f0rr badmint0nn c0z d0n feel likee..thenn send eunicee backk..0n the way... buy s0methingg t0 eat.. is al0t..ahas.. thenn she went in.. i went h0mee..0n the way.. ii felt smth pulling mie backk... ii went backk t0 find herr... but didnt get t0 see her c0z ii didnt press the d0orbell.. ii just went up the d0or andd make s0me 2pid n0ise...n0 0ne ans... ii went 0ff..eating my tibits.. thenn thr0w here and theree.. take mrt and went h0mee.. l0ng timee nv reach h0me s0 earllii le..my m0m was sh0cked t0o..hahas..thenn watch tv..till 6pm.. ii went t0 slp.. till 9 pm.. it was a nicee t0 slp..wake up..watch tv..eat.thenn mummy and daddy came backk with chili crabb...0f c0urse ii eat la..s0 nicee..hahas... tmrr g0t servicee learningg... 1st time 1st timee..thinkk tmrr will be fun bahh..

[[ - alth0ugh ii cant help euu whenn euu aree d0wnn..but ii kn0w ii will always be theree f0rr euu... -]] [[ - ii pr0misee ii will n0t let euu cry anym0ree... pr0mised* ]]

~ { 12:14 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

ii shall write this earlierr bahh..t0daee afterr sch...just standd at the c0rrid0rr ,thenn kana called d0wnn by laura lau... 7 0f us..ii wasn't d0iin anythingg and yet kana..suay bahh...ez link takenn , explanati0n is needed... ez link is backk..

t0daee free peri0dd.. ii made the biggest mistake 0f my life...durin amaths less0nn..ii cant even d0 a simple qn... ii felt s0 2pid... haii... ii dun0 wad t0 d0.. duriin eng less0n... ii g0t back my eng v0cab test.. ii g0t 17/30..watchiin 0thers getting 26/3o.. my harrt started t0 paiin... ii am n0t putting the eff0rt ..the eff0rt is n0 sh0wnn..ii am thinkkin whetherr if ii am g0in t0 pass my 0lvl.. ii am realli a failuree... bec0z 0f thiss.. ii was pissed 0ff andd ii talkk s0methingg tat is n0t is n0t supp0se t0 sae t0 eunicee.. this is my greatest mistakee..haii...ii am realli s0rrii.. didnt n0e this can cause yr unhappiness.. ii am wr0ng...verii wr0ngg this timee..ii shall n0t 0nline le bahh.. is kinnda sad whenn ii am in msn.. t0 see the b0ok..t0 g0 the r0om.. t0 thinkk wadd is n0t supp0se t0 be th0t... ii am wr0ngg...verii wr0ngg..this timee.. ii hurtz euu agaiin... unawareness but accidentally... didnt kn0w this will causee a bad 0ne this timee.. ii am s0rrii...ii nid t0 c0ncentratee 0n studies n0w... reallii...bud n0t giving up euu...

[[ - f0rr 0ncee.. ii am s0rrii t0 hurtz euu agaiin... s0rrii iil0veeuu ]]

~ { 8:11 PM }
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