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Monday, March 06, 2006

o6-03-o6~ everythingg change s0 fast...everythingg.. sch and 0utside is t0tally different.. ii swear it is.. dun0 why ii am always like tat..pe..[ euu ] had it againn...at the timee ii feel s0 h0peless.. ii wanted t0 help but ....nvm.. seeing euu in difficulties , feeling s0 disapp0inted andd guilty tat ii cant help euu... my hartt ache..realli ache..[ euu ] went t0 sickbay, leaving me al0ne in class..cant c0ncentrate in chem..wanted the less0n t0 end fast s0 tat ii can g0 d0wn andd see euu... dissap0inted agaiin..ii didnt saw euu in the sickbay.. seeing euu in the cafe, head lying d0wnn.. ii t0ok a deep breath and eat all the f0od tat was b0ught by 0thers..seeing yr back.. head lying d0wnn.. ppl luffingg.. my hartt aches agaiin...thinkin tat why cant ii care f0rr euu at that p0int 0f timee..phy less0nn.. me and lays went d0wn straight away..euu weree slpin..euu w0ke..is better t0 see euu smiling...reallii..was caught by miss tan... went up..h0ping t0 stay beside euu awhile m0ree.. but ii cannt... agaiin.. ii feel it agaiin..phy less0n...euu are back..the sit beside me started having s0und agaiin...ii d0n dare t0 l0ok 0ver... afraid tat ii might think agaiin..ii quiet .. 0nlii smiling it thru .. eng less0nn.. ii d0n wanna see euu..ii am afraid ii will think agaiin..hearing yr breathingg..ii felt s0methingg..din kn0w bec0z 0f euu, ii can give up 0n smth.. ii finally underst0od ..after schh...went t0 general 0fficee t0 get the yr b0ok..went t0 meet every0nee..euu wanted t0 see the b0ok..euu turn t0 the pg whichh ii wun wan t0 see.. this realli realli realli hurtz.. ii keep quiet... as l0ng euu smile, everything will be fine t0 me...send euu backk.. it was t0tally quiet thru 0ut everythingg.. ii was hurtz..n0t 0nlii just tat thingg..is was everything tat had happenn... ii was thinkin... went t0 buy s0mething t0 eat.. ii b0ught ch0c0lates.. it was 1st time when ii eat ch0c0 , ii didnt get a s0re thr0at ...this is bec0z my feelin have alrdy g0nee at the m0ment..sit at the st0ne chairr f0r m0re thenn 1 hr.. we didnt speak muchh..just eatingg... euu sae euu wan t0 g0 h0mee.. ii went 0ff... dragging my feet h0mee..alm0st break d0wn in the mrt... reachhed h0mee...with my hartt shattered... trying t0 find them..but it was n0ne 0f my sight..every 0f my feeling had g0nee .. ii am numb n0w..ii cant feel it..euu smilee... ii suffered...ii am willing t0 d0 tat..but ii d0nt kn0w when ii am g0ing t0 breakd0wnn...please f0rgivee me if ii d0 smth tat will hurt 0thers... ii g0t n0 ch0icee.. please f0rgivee me.. it's just f0rr euu and mie... s0oner 0r laterr.. is c0ming s0onn...ii d0n mindd saeingg : ii am breakin d0wnn while typin this bl0gg 0f t0daee.. :: every dr0pp represent the l0vee t0wards euu.. ii willingg t0.. this timee.. ii felt muxh betterr...h0pee this daee will nv be repeatedd..


`` t0 th0see wh0 ruin 0urr lifee.. let me get this straight... ii am realli pissed 0ff n0w... if euu still wan t0 play this kind 0f gamee... d0n blamee me f0r anythingg.. ii can d0 anything just t0 get wad ii wann... if euu d0n wan yrself t0 get hurtz... please d0n act y0urr KINDNESS infr0nt 0f me..ii had enuff 0f euu... s0metimee..is yr acti0nn tat make me feel angry.. if euu wan t0 sh0w 0ff, please.. ii sae pleasee... d0n sh0w it t0 me... d0 it when ii am n0t ar0undd.. 0r maybe kill me andd euu can d0 wad euu wan after tat.. pleasee.. ii had enuff.. everything change just a daee.. bec0z 0f euu... s0metimes... ii cant blame everything 0n euu .. euu are part 0f the reas0nn.. ii am rdy t0 d0 wadeverr thinggs t0 pr0tect WE .. sit back and get rdy... prepare f0rr the w0rst.. c0z this timee... ii am seri0uss.. ``


[[ 0n this verii 1st daee.. ii break d0wnn ..just wanna sae s0rrii... iil0veeuu ]] ``



o5-o3-o6~ meet eunice and mun tgt with my br0 c0z we are g0in t0 kb0x..bef0re tat, we went t0 catch a m0viee [ big mama ] is was quite a funnii and weird sh0w..cant st0p luffing... after watchin,when we are ab0ut t0 left, 2 p0lices came and qn us..0mg..s0 suay..they take d0wn 0ur n0. , ic , bla bla bla.. 2pid p0lices.. eek..then we quickly head straight t0 t0a pay0h de kb0x .. fr0m 2 t0 7pm...we keep singing and singing..take f0t0s take fot0s..glad that ii kn0w h0w t0 smile le..afterr k-ing, we went t0 newt0n t0 eat...eat eat eat.. 8 smthh...my br0 went back 1st..and me mun and eunicee take mrt... ii send her backk ..mrt was quiet.. ii d0n feel like t0kin..when walkin t0 her h0use.. ii am crappin againn..am ii a guy wh0 likes t0 act?? ii dun0...tats yr c0mments... iil0veit..


[[ didnt kn0w we are tat cl0see , h0pe everydae is t0daee ]]

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